pumpkin soup

I had pumpkin soup for lunch.I guess its making me fl good. anyways,me and the bf is okay now. Alhamdulilah. No more arguing. I cnt stand being 'away' frm him.. i love him. my caring,lovable,cranky,sulking bf. with you,everythngs is always exciting and dramaa! hee. man im undr stress. with job hunting and everythng. as i said my edu dreams had to be kept on hold. tho i do am stl wanting to study and shit. and so yeah. money is everythng these days.i nd the doe to survive. phew. im writing a plea letter to the govt for a job. my standard malay sucks. and its making me stress out. alright.. i gotta take my rest. sniffles sniffles. i miss my bubu.