you cant just make it go away









if you guys have my facebook you'd see the whole webcam madness. haha. you leave two girls who are bored and feeling a bit ouhlala. haha your result -_-' hahahah

love you belle. kau nigga ku selama nya.



'thats what you get for being an ASS OF A GUY' say this to a guy who wasted your time and went stupid on you. and you my dear girl can go have fun and let love find your way. HAHA. deep sih~ 32 ..your hand fits mine.. kau orang kapok. aku suka orang kapok.

Me too.

its sahur.and im alone. yang lain inda sahur. damn i wonder how they get tru the day wthout sahur. if it was me, like id get cwanky and bitch about everythng.so yeah.maggi kari isnt cooked yet. so i blog tru my fone. so td.. i made a few fnishng touches for my interview with BSP. argh im nervous. i got my file smartly done,i prepared any needed speach and pilih the right pink tdong with my pink outfit tmr. so after that.. so i went msning with 32. well fyi,we din talk much today,arguin. masing2 nyamal. haha pangit,wic means bida. cz nyamal2 with ech other. bt in the end it was okay. he said sorry and i said id cntrol my anger issues. i asked.. if org askd you who am i to you.. ia ckp im hs baby.bunga2 la ckp ny haha. wic ws hot. bt i said gf ka? you could ckp that dripda bunga2. haha. so he was playin cool and shit. so me bein a bit jauh ati also play it cool and shit.bt in the end he went smting like your my gf..wic was sweet. adding up he wrote the hug thingy. cute thingy. haha. and that he hearts me and stuff. yeah senyum2 ku now. hahaha. so i guess we are not arguin anymre. tho i kw there are those girls and shit,bt hey in the end im the one who stand out and im the one he says ily to. so okay haha obviously im just bein positive. and nt crazy.bt if i found out any chick messing with me,awas kau. haha or 32,if he urgh jahat sama aku idk i go cry like a bitch haha and ckp hoow could you and punching,lightly, on hs shoulder. haha bh eh sahur ku dulu. sayang kamu semua.

finally












everythings a bit okay i guess with this blog and shit. i mean sedikit bisai lah. but i guess my old blog is waaay more lawa than this shit. haha. okayy i talk a bit cranky now cause of urgh entah eh that stoooopid drama. whatever. some one said to me 'im sick bla bla bla of bla bla bla you bla bla bla being bla bla' sigh teddy bear..how am i suppose to react anywaysssss?
so last night we went TK And chill. so yeah..
too tired to say anything let the picts do the talkin.. and also went to serusop to sahur :) whats the name of that rstrant. inda ingat.
hee and yeah now im like barutah ada time and effort for a simple cbox so that you guys can say anythinnng haha and well linking my self with you guyss. and also with new friends :D
an hour sumthin kan sungkai haha yeaaay.
ohh yeah and happy advance birthday to ally kawan fadzli :) 31st right?? haha.

hello and hello

A new life a new chapter?? Something like that..wth.. so its my new blog. A personal yet not soo personal journal of mine. August has been a lil fucked up for me..CHALLENGING YEAR!! I got rejected by UBD in last minute. Which im hatin their sytem FOREVER. Remember fudgeheads..if you want to make that kind of decision in sudden death mode don’t fudging send me an email full of hopes and dreams. You guys just BS’ed my life but its alrite im stl breathin... yet on august there are certain things makes me smile. Thank you 32.. you make my heartbeat go techno..with you singing happy birthday to me on that couch at qlap.. cant describe much..

but hey this is us at ILotus… and in ur car somewhere around ..dimana kn that place I don’t remember…its not thati don’t ingat but cz im so bad at roads in Brunei muara id just say ‘inda ku ingat’ to pindik kan cerita haha. Vaaaah boo you make me go nuts.

Hmm life has been okay I guess. Despite the shit ive been tru. My life,my struggle with edu and YOU KNOW WHO.WELL IDK AND I DON’T WANT TO TALK ABOUT HIM!!! Well all of that made me stronger.. wiser maybe.. but what im sure is it made me realise that sometimes life is all about give and take..and being patience is totally worth it.

I hope the months and years ahead me is soo gna be alrite.


Hugs and kisses.

3two7eight.