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okay im gna go myspace soon pasal aku jealous that one of my boyband made it kinda awesome waaaah hahaha. dj kissssh!!! anywayssss ouh hell yeah im in a happy kid right now cause idk just happy :)

pasal ani kali ;..)

2010 so far. and do eat my panties off me.

hello pruckers..haha. ouh i feel soo the very random. lets make a quicky yeah, i got a job at a private sch as a kg teacher,its all good.gosh ive been tanaming anggur since 08 ykw, like i tried private exams and focus on making up for my prucked up results. bt lastyear i had enuf so yeah,money making ta.. ouh i got to say ths, im on baby fever.. i want a baby.. and i get emo whn i see one. idk if my boyfriend knows tis but if he does he would freak out and ckp on hold tah dulu.haha. so yeah bang bang bang. shoot shoot shoot. no bullets-blank bullets. hah! what am i saying?! sigh. if i had a baby nw id want it to be a girl.. and call it nadya jazmine hmm. nadya jazmine binti md fadzli. hahahaha. amin eh. mwahs my boyboy. aku ada babytua saja nw. bday nya kan dakat sudah.. i got no clue what to gve.. aw i love you huby. mwahs mwahs and shamaluks. i kw he wants an iphone. bt crap budget ku nd cukup. boleh ka aku bwa ia jalan2 di miri ka? selajur aku kan shopping?? haha i wish! speaking of shopping..payday is around the corner! mao supping eh! cnt wait. and uh im gna go make a new sexeh hairdo. awooo! crap i gtg guys. duty calls.

mutherprucker is such a prick

my new beanie. and my psycho eyes. they always make my boyfriend ketawa. haha.

happy new year

hows was your new year eves guys?? hehe. mine was great :) alhamdulilah.. well me and the fam went jp and the boyfriend join us.. then me and him went out frm jp cause nada jua kan dibuat..so the parents and us seperated..in a good way lah hehe.. so yeah..sayang and me went jalan2..then went to empire to see the fireworks.. lawa and adding up the romantic aura haha it was our anniversary.. :) too bad nada picts.. after that we went to tk bukit to meet up with kong..so we makan2 and talk..and my baby sent me home..

sooooooooooooo... the next day wic was on 1st of jan 2010 (awesome isnt it? i mean inda terasaa ykw) since we din get to jalan-jalan.. we went jalan-jalan huhuuuuuuuuuuu!! dinner at mcD's.. refill inda menjadi.. bought him ciggys..took picts at the photo booth..and he suprised me with charles&keith heels :D sexeeeeeeeeeeeeh. baybeeh... niceeeeeeeeeeee. i din knw bah plan nya antu.. he is always the joker and pengatil..so ia ckp bawa 'cuci mata' and tarus2 ia cakap ia balikan huhu.. he made my day..seriously..

the heels sayang bought me... not a cheapskate boyfriendddd i tell youuuuuuuuuuuuuu haha.

i love you sayang..happy anniversary..

goodbye 2009. and hello 2010.

i couldnt think of what to update with this blog so i guess just a few picts from this year. btw merry xmas guys and happy advance new year kasih sayang ku semua...

cuddles.

had a date with bubu last thursday. we went from tk bukit to the place,cz we din kw where to go since it was really late.just watchng tv and spending time together. aftr that i went breakfst at anggrek, so called balikpapan. i din sleep the whole nyt,i ws tired frm everything.then i went to jangsak.to rest at aunt noy. brutah me pengsan.at her sofa. i had some picts bt its stl in the cam,and i hvnt used my laptop ths fw days. i miss the boyfriend nw. im hapy that we are okay nw.

i mean it when i said i...you

Thres smthng wrong wt the blog punya date.like lambat sehari. hmph.. imiss him now. i just wish im with him.it always feels safe everytime he puts hs arm around me or when he holds my hand. im outof creds. idk but ever since that,i fl that he really misses me with hs msgs and mcs. somehow ths abis crdt thngy is like ukw coincidence thngy like gvng us space after that damn incident hpn. im fling better in all sorts of ways. im hating less,tho it hurts everytime i rmber it. im less paranoid hehe sort off.and im accepting his love,i mean i do terima bfore ths,bt i was too in pain that i cudnt believe anythng he said,i felt played.i went paranoid whether he meant it evrytime he said he loves and misses me. bt my love for him nvr change tho. im so into him despite what he did. dspite mistakes done. mainpoint,my trust is getting okay nw. alhamdulilah.mudahan nda dugaan barat lg. im tired. i just want to be loved by my boyfriend,and alhamdulilah he does..