ups and downs of you and me
iam in a state of being a bit shhhh shhhh shhhitty. i dont like that msn behind my back. heh. any girl would fl lain rasa if their guy starts to do that. i cant tagur him cz its 'no big deal' to him. this is painful :.( sigh. i wish you would understand. i gtg now guys.. btw i someone tagged me on fb.. it was taken when we were in form 3. stl young and innocent :) i miss those years... and i miss the boys i hang with.. you guys rock. that goes to daus,ajy,juls,rahman and azmi.. ahmad msh malu2 here..but now kami kamching..kan mad maaaad?? haha. i miss you all guys kamu semua abang2 tagap now :)
one day more.
Excited. Thats how i am nw. I kw its idk haha. im a bit emo on every single romantic thing..So yeah, azie is excited for her and her baby's valentine day anniversary.cant wait. i wana kw what he is goin to say. and im hoping he greets me 1st,cz we hv bn joking on that for days on who greets dlu.bt seriously i want ia. i just hope he doesnt forget cz when he is tired he forgets and, if he does forgets,urggh,idnt want any arguements.. so monday is hari yg indah. i expect crazy love expressions! im tired. Ill just stop here with ths lil update. Esuk2 ku sambung on ths post on d's quality time with aku td ptg.fun jua lah.
the fucking aftermath
i dont rmember his name. but this kid right here is my anak buah. 
baie bah ni.
this telaga..you know well.. my mom and her sibs use to take showers or mandi whatever here everytime they vacay at sabah. those were their teen years.. so there is this story the old people there told me.. that the water it neveeer tuhusss. whatever. i was crazzy over it since aku inda pernah meliat telaga like the real shit. just got back frm that trip. was okay. splurged (on my not soo much banyak usin) on a few eyeliners ( since mine is like gone. hilang. no where to be found), bangles and a pink bag. my bear bear likes it :D so do i :P so the trip was tiring. any ways id just post a few picts. random much.
so after an hour going back here..since i stayed over night at my cousin's i thot why couldnt i meet up with my babyyyy.. i miss that KAB smuuuch. lupa tia ku sedikit aku tired. so yeah. asked (again) to come over. pick me up. and (again) a friend tagged along. this time it was kong.or should i say PARTIKONG.which i dont mind since it okay to have company.. fun company that is. hahaha. enough said on that.. it was all about the indon crocs.so yeah me and the boys and my baby. yeah. we were holding hands all the way. haha. kesian bah. kerinduan berpisah berapa HARI. haha. so yeah. went back at cousin's before 12.15 i think.. cause i was freaking tired. so had a good night hug from by and a good night smooch. haha i miss you baby. soo after ia send me like ia went home and he called me and we talked about stuff and ia sleepy. aku pun jua.. i miss you. haha.
so after an hour going back here..since i stayed over night at my cousin's i thot why couldnt i meet up with my babyyyy.. i miss that KAB smuuuch. lupa tia ku sedikit aku tired. so yeah. asked (again) to come over. pick me up. and (again) a friend tagged along. this time it was kong.or should i say PARTIKONG.which i dont mind since it okay to have company.. fun company that is. hahaha. enough said on that.. it was all about the indon crocs.so yeah me and the boys and my baby. yeah. we were holding hands all the way. haha. kesian bah. kerinduan berpisah berapa HARI. haha. so yeah. went back at cousin's before 12.15 i think.. cause i was freaking tired. so had a good night hug from by and a good night smooch. haha i miss you baby. soo after ia send me like ia went home and he called me and we talked about stuff and ia sleepy. aku pun jua.. i miss you. haha.
much love everyone im off to sleep.
little kisses
Din get to go sungkai with bear bear td.. but buut we went tk. yeaay. we din plan it plang. i was staying at my cousin for ths trip tmr..so i arranged a meeting with bear bear to come over,around 10pm.. since ia was sungkai with hs friends at fratinis.. and they chill and stuff. so he came and greet me with a hug. i love hugs frm my tall bear bear. i din realise zar was in the car haha cause bear bear pakai the big car. yeah,so i ask where ia after ths..he said tk,with the others..and asked me to join. so i did. and we went,the three of us in the car,diam2 haha until we saw ths huge crab on a sign like apakan tu sign for nama kadai.by tagur it cz it ws mking movement kali. and zar made a joke bout it. and it was cali. and when we arrive tk,ally was there, and joke around.and and he gave by sudaah gambar hasil nya menggambar me and bear bear with hs fone. damn i took 1 saja frm by. nyasal ku.shudve ambil semuaa. anyways. it was great to jumpa bear bear td. din sungkai bt we spent time jua td. holdin hands,teasing ech other,sharing food. and it was great to meet his friends,they are fun and funny boys. nant ku post picts i transfr from bearbear fone td. inid to sleep and charge myfone. imy mr boon.
Pink fucking crocs. i want!
tmr is the day my ass is going to sit like batah. super duper iski? haha. maybe. im going to meet a few family members. and no aku bukan orang kk. tapi saudara mara brunei ku yg jauh tplanting ke kk. wtf were they running away from?? too bad. siuk sdh wah brunei ada like the mall and shit *HAHA*
so im kinda a bit shitty at watching my bag. cause you see.. i lost my avon panty bag. its a bag where i put my clean panties at. i dont have OCD and shit but i hate the idea of my panties mixed with my clothing. i like to keep it organized. and NO id dont have OCD or neat freak whatever the fuck you call it. but well sebanar nya im just keeping things 'safe' haha due to my 'selalu ketinggalan' attitude with my stuff. so if i keep everything order nada lah yg tinggal2. pfft. so yeah the panties bother me.
anyways i had a fonE call with teddy bear last night. it was good to talk. i mean really talk. you know what we went tru before this is idk..it wasnt that easy. but well look how we are now. like JayZ (AKU) and Beyonce (IA). haha. and im gratefull to God so ALHAMDULILAH. *do the alhamdulilah look* so yeaah. last night i haveee always wanted to talk to bear bear about whatever fucked up stuff i wanted to express dari dulu. all the questions and shit. and my thank yous and my apologies. all that you know. but the truth is i have always loved talking to that person. theres these connection between ia and me. you know. like i like that connection. anyways obviously i like to do anything with bear bear. (tau ku ni kalau ia tau aku ckp BEAR BEAR he is sooooooooooooo going to idk malu kali ia.. gangsta etc stuff HAHA) as i was saying i like and love being around this person. theres this peaceful feeling i dont get when im around others that i get from him. he ask me 'where do you wanna go?' id say 'id go wherever you go'. people can judge about me and him..talk crap..talk whatever you want.. or go fuck yourself with your words until you have an orgasm or whatever you wanaa fuck do.. go gossip about me till you get a hard on till you blow up on your maids face. so yeah i like to swear at this very moment. fuck fuckedy fuck. so it goes to those judgementals and those who just fucking hate me who constantly say shit about my life I dont care much now.. its just me and beyonce. we've been tru shit and sweet times before this.. so i bet we can go tru those fucked up judgementals.. so yeah let me walk and hold bear bear's hand while you fucking midget morons can lick my fucking cute ass. and lick it slow. cause you haters are fucking lame haha.
so yeah this was another trip i manage to take a proof of my shitty travel knick knacs.had a good time tho. and no..nada barang tinggal.. thank god im a bit paran with everything.
so im kinda a bit shitty at watching my bag. cause you see.. i lost my avon panty bag. its a bag where i put my clean panties at. i dont have OCD and shit but i hate the idea of my panties mixed with my clothing. i like to keep it organized. and NO id dont have OCD or neat freak whatever the fuck you call it. but well sebanar nya im just keeping things 'safe' haha due to my 'selalu ketinggalan' attitude with my stuff. so if i keep everything order nada lah yg tinggal2. pfft. so yeah the panties bother me.
anyways i had a fonE call with teddy bear last night. it was good to talk. i mean really talk. you know what we went tru before this is idk..it wasnt that easy. but well look how we are now. like JayZ (AKU) and Beyonce (IA). haha. and im gratefull to God so ALHAMDULILAH. *do the alhamdulilah look* so yeaah. last night i haveee always wanted to talk to bear bear about whatever fucked up stuff i wanted to express dari dulu. all the questions and shit. and my thank yous and my apologies. all that you know. but the truth is i have always loved talking to that person. theres these connection between ia and me. you know. like i like that connection. anyways obviously i like to do anything with bear bear. (tau ku ni kalau ia tau aku ckp BEAR BEAR he is sooooooooooooo going to idk malu kali ia.. gangsta etc stuff HAHA) as i was saying i like and love being around this person. theres this peaceful feeling i dont get when im around others that i get from him. he ask me 'where do you wanna go?' id say 'id go wherever you go'. people can judge about me and him..talk crap..talk whatever you want.. or go fuck yourself with your words until you have an orgasm or whatever you wanaa fuck do.. go gossip about me till you get a hard on till you blow up on your maids face. so yeah i like to swear at this very moment. fuck fuckedy fuck. so it goes to those judgementals and those who just fucking hate me who constantly say shit about my life I dont care much now.. its just me and beyonce. we've been tru shit and sweet times before this.. so i bet we can go tru those fucked up judgementals.. so yeah let me walk and hold bear bear's hand while you fucking midget morons can lick my fucking cute ass. and lick it slow. cause you haters are fucking lame haha.
p/s aku cakap paloi tapi aku type paluh arah text msg tadi ah...
cuddles and little kisses baby.
so yeah this was another trip i manage to take a proof of my shitty travel knick knacs.had a good time tho. and no..nada barang tinggal.. thank god im a bit paran with everything.
6.40
im packing my stuff for kk now. akuu inda tau apakn dibwa.since its ramadhan,i guess id just bwa tshrts and tops with cover-ups and shit. and sneakers. and shades. boohoo 3 days and no bear-bear around. pfft.adding up that i had to skip sungkai with bear-bear at fratinis. how shity is that. yuck i dont have enough rms to shop,bt its okay..jalan2 pun jadi lah. and and haha! nad is the first person to realise and tagur that i salah buat sungkai time on my previous post. haha.aku tinggal dakat miri bh babe.iatah tu. alasaan.haha. well ill put picts soon. gotta get going with the packing. and passport ku is in the fucking car! tired. i need my fudge-lee.
A horny bunny.
Aku kana suruh tidur pasal aku buuat ia -di filter takut orang bawah umur baca- haha. nadabh. malas ku kan buat panjang2. iry. baanaaar. o:p hmmmph. cant waait! wth haha. i need to tidur. seriously i do.
seriously at first glance i thot like scribbles and shit. and if you guys liat banar2 its uh haha taloo orgy... its available on a fucking vintage shirt. hahaha.
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