yup thats right.. this could be the last of my blog posting.. not much to write.. plus those random visitors.. it just makes me feel ermm like a fish in an aquarium.. hmm.. till we 'blog' again :)
hope you guys love this track.. cos i love it :D
its been a long time baby
iam like soooooooooooo sorry guys.. its been like ages of me not updating my blog.. i changed its look tho.. how you likey?? likey?? i likey.. cause its red and lots of hearts and all.. anyways im still having my holiday. its all good.. lots of rest.. well.. lots of rest sampai bosan haha.. i miss working tho.. but when works start im gonna biatch on how tired i am and that i want a long holiday and all.. hehe bare with me yea?? thats just me.. my boyfriend is like soo tough with handling my attitude Hahah.. kesian.. tapi im a good girl kali uh.. anyways i dunno what to write banar nya.. but after reading nad's and ema's blog i kinda want to update my blog tarus..
so okay.. altho im in my holidays.. i have tons of homework.. i need to prepare my lesson plan next year.. my teaching aids.. reading material for my kids.. but urmm ive been really 'lazy' lately.. i end up juat ampai2 my work and my laptop.. aku main game sajaa.. farm rush is like SIUK. haha. im addicted to it.
i should start on my work soon.. before 2o something starts cause prolly ill have an event with the gang soon.. and then 29-30 ill be in labuan.. but ill be in brunei on new year hopfully..
and nad's trip to kl reminds me that i havent kumpul duit kucek yet for my trip in march.. i havent start to kumpul any pocket money.. tapi awal sudah ku plan apa kan ku buat and bali HAHA.. anyways relax saja dulu.. (my dad is like pissed at this attitude of mine.. pasal aku boros lately.. 'cemanakan ngumpul tu???!!' that is how he says it.. hmmm)
and as for the BB cream damam in brunei.. yup iam like in love with the cream juaaaa... and well.. when i wore it i din tell my baby bout it but yeah.. FOR THE FIRST TIME between me and my boyfriend.. he asked me 'you wearin make up?" haha kembang lah i.. i love the fact that it gives you confidence.. i mean when i wear it im like 'lets go!!' and its macam shiny in a good and lawa way.. it gives you that sparkly look..
since mine is like kan habis.. i asked my hun to buy it for me and i told him the price.. his response to the price 'sanaaaafaaabits!!'
hahaha.. men.. they just dont get it.. the price of belawa
but well i know my bf.. he's gonna get me jua tu sooner or later..
but now im like asking him jua to buy me a flat iron.. for my hair.. i have like an erika david kinda hair now.. or as my bf calls it 'fringe tabal di dapan ahhh'.. and he loves it..
you see my bf lately ask me.. untuk siapa jua kan belawa.. well baby its all for you..
hey i hope yall keep up with me yeah.. when i write uh.. i goo cwaaazy... my ideas and storie came poring like water~
anyways last week my bf came to my place.. ngajut.. he suprise me hehe.. i was at a tahlil and my bf called saying he's otw to kb.. so he came to my place.. and bawa a McD meal.. before he told me he was going to kb i did texted him that me tesliur mcD since tuesday and well ia kesian kali arah me iataah ia ngajut kebelait atu kali.. so as i was saying, he came to kb to my place.. hang out sekajap at home then we went for dinner at marilyn's.. and omfg knyang berabis me..
my bf is like spoiling me with anthing he could spoil me.. despite that its dangerous cause this could make me goooo bulat.. iam just grateful :) thanks sayang.. jangan lupa plaaat ayyyoorn ku :) sayaang saaayaaanng saaayangg kali uh..
alright thats it.. im tired baby.. i gotta go text with my baby.. karang ada yang marah..
so okay.. altho im in my holidays.. i have tons of homework.. i need to prepare my lesson plan next year.. my teaching aids.. reading material for my kids.. but urmm ive been really 'lazy' lately.. i end up juat ampai2 my work and my laptop.. aku main game sajaa.. farm rush is like SIUK. haha. im addicted to it.
i should start on my work soon.. before 2o something starts cause prolly ill have an event with the gang soon.. and then 29-30 ill be in labuan.. but ill be in brunei on new year hopfully..
and nad's trip to kl reminds me that i havent kumpul duit kucek yet for my trip in march.. i havent start to kumpul any pocket money.. tapi awal sudah ku plan apa kan ku buat and bali HAHA.. anyways relax saja dulu.. (my dad is like pissed at this attitude of mine.. pasal aku boros lately.. 'cemanakan ngumpul tu???!!' that is how he says it.. hmmm)
and as for the BB cream damam in brunei.. yup iam like in love with the cream juaaaa... and well.. when i wore it i din tell my baby bout it but yeah.. FOR THE FIRST TIME between me and my boyfriend.. he asked me 'you wearin make up?" haha kembang lah i.. i love the fact that it gives you confidence.. i mean when i wear it im like 'lets go!!' and its macam shiny in a good and lawa way.. it gives you that sparkly look..
since mine is like kan habis.. i asked my hun to buy it for me and i told him the price.. his response to the price 'sanaaaafaaabits!!'
hahaha.. men.. they just dont get it.. the price of belawa
but well i know my bf.. he's gonna get me jua tu sooner or later..
but now im like asking him jua to buy me a flat iron.. for my hair.. i have like an erika david kinda hair now.. or as my bf calls it 'fringe tabal di dapan ahhh'.. and he loves it..
you see my bf lately ask me.. untuk siapa jua kan belawa.. well baby its all for you..
hey i hope yall keep up with me yeah.. when i write uh.. i goo cwaaazy... my ideas and storie came poring like water~
anyways last week my bf came to my place.. ngajut.. he suprise me hehe.. i was at a tahlil and my bf called saying he's otw to kb.. so he came to my place.. and bawa a McD meal.. before he told me he was going to kb i did texted him that me tesliur mcD since tuesday and well ia kesian kali arah me iataah ia ngajut kebelait atu kali.. so as i was saying, he came to kb to my place.. hang out sekajap at home then we went for dinner at marilyn's.. and omfg knyang berabis me..
my bf is like spoiling me with anthing he could spoil me.. despite that its dangerous cause this could make me goooo bulat.. iam just grateful :) thanks sayang.. jangan lupa plaaat ayyyoorn ku :) sayaang saaayaaanng saaayangg kali uh..
alright thats it.. im tired baby.. i gotta go text with my baby.. karang ada yang marah..
loving these girls..
i love them.. they are my sisters.. they have my heart and loyalty.. because they deserve it..
shoudnt be that bad..
hello mellons.. hehe changed the blog's look again.. well im just going for the simple look.. rajin to write today but i have no idea what to write..
i guess ill just write on what im planning to do on december.. december is like a loooong holiday for me.. i might go labuan twice.. in early november and new year.. and guess what ill be going on the boat alone and meet up the people there saja pasal durang awal sudah kesana haha.. like okay lah im confident.. but at the same time takut ku mcm nada org ambil aku arah labuhan atu eh.. tapi inda apaalah.. i wish my bf can join me.. tapi entah leerr..
ill take lots of picts.. to update you monstertrucks (which will end up in facebook).. and i cant wait to relax my head off in december.. work KILLING me inside..
anyways ..
i miss my boyfriend.. he's been busy with college and i understand.. and hell.. why do i get ngtive lately.. im scared that yknow whatever he did dulu comes back.. crap maybe im phobic on this already.. im grateful that my boyfriend is showing that he loves me.. he's saying that everyday.. he wasnt like that dulu..
prolly im feeling down ani pasal i got hurt badly atu kali.. sometimes i wish i dont feel that pain..that ngtivity.. that fucked up feeling..
i honestly cry sometimes when im alone.. haha okay im writning without thinking the consequences now.. prolly cause i dont have anybody to talk with.. everybody is busy..
i use to be a strong person.. and my greatest fear now is my bf hurting me.. i got hurt by somebody dulu.. and decided that that person did not deserve me and i found my boyfriend and we fell for each other and open up whatever closed doors we had..and i trusted him and he hurt me when i was healing.. but he made it up to me sudah.. and yet im living in an on and off fear.. im scared that he would change..
i dont need proof of him loving me.. he has done that.. i just want yknow that secure feeling bah.. i cant explain it with words but yeah.. if i could take out my heart and show you waht i meant prolly you'd know what i mean.. god emo jua tu ah :') i dont want him to change into something i dont want..
sakit you know to feel scared .. i love my boyfriend soo much.. i hope he knows.. god baby i need that magic from you.. you're a good man.. and i dont want you to change..
i guess ill just write on what im planning to do on december.. december is like a loooong holiday for me.. i might go labuan twice.. in early november and new year.. and guess what ill be going on the boat alone and meet up the people there saja pasal durang awal sudah kesana haha.. like okay lah im confident.. but at the same time takut ku mcm nada org ambil aku arah labuhan atu eh.. tapi inda apaalah.. i wish my bf can join me.. tapi entah leerr..
ill take lots of picts.. to update you monstertrucks (which will end up in facebook).. and i cant wait to relax my head off in december.. work KILLING me inside..
anyways ..
i miss my boyfriend.. he's been busy with college and i understand.. and hell.. why do i get ngtive lately.. im scared that yknow whatever he did dulu comes back.. crap maybe im phobic on this already.. im grateful that my boyfriend is showing that he loves me.. he's saying that everyday.. he wasnt like that dulu..
prolly im feeling down ani pasal i got hurt badly atu kali.. sometimes i wish i dont feel that pain..that ngtivity.. that fucked up feeling..
i honestly cry sometimes when im alone.. haha okay im writning without thinking the consequences now.. prolly cause i dont have anybody to talk with.. everybody is busy..
i use to be a strong person.. and my greatest fear now is my bf hurting me.. i got hurt by somebody dulu.. and decided that that person did not deserve me and i found my boyfriend and we fell for each other and open up whatever closed doors we had..and i trusted him and he hurt me when i was healing.. but he made it up to me sudah.. and yet im living in an on and off fear.. im scared that he would change..
i dont need proof of him loving me.. he has done that.. i just want yknow that secure feeling bah.. i cant explain it with words but yeah.. if i could take out my heart and show you waht i meant prolly you'd know what i mean.. god emo jua tu ah :') i dont want him to change into something i dont want..
sakit you know to feel scared .. i love my boyfriend soo much.. i hope he knows.. god baby i need that magic from you.. you're a good man.. and i dont want you to change..
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